Saturday, March 23, 2013

"Further Up and Further In"


Welcome back everyone!  I hope you enjoyed your short break!

While you’ve all been relaxing and enjoying your time off from my blog, I’ve been working away over here trying to find some more interesting things to do so that you’ll have something to read about.  I hope you’re thankful!


Now, before I delve into the past again, here's a little "real time" update:
Yesterday was our last day of classes.  We had a graduation ceremony in the evening.  Bittersweet is cliche, but it's really the best way to describe how I feel.  All of the foreign students are heading to Greece for a few days before going our separate ways.  After Greece, I'll be back in Erseke for a few days before flying home.  I arrive home on April 1.  No joke.

Alright... back to the past...

November 20 was one of my favorite days of my whole time here.  It was “Solo Day”, which is very much what it sounds like: each of us spent the entire day on our own.  We had plenty of time to read, pray, and process our first couple of months here.  

Erseka is in the distance.  Rehova is the closer, barely-visible village.

I grabbed a lunch, my Bible and notebook, and every rain-precaution-item I could think of and headed for the mountains.  The weather didn’t look great, but I wasn’t about to let it keep me cooped up inside all day trying to avoid all the other hens in the coop.  The first twenty minutes of the walk towards the mountains is on a beautiful, well-paved but scarcely-travelled road up to a village called Rehova.  Rehova is one of my favorite places in this whole area.  It is quaint and quiet, and when I walk there, I feel like I have stepped back in time to a time when life was simpler.  On the road to Rehova, no one ever seems to be in a hurry.  The odd vehicle manoeuvers through the little maze of streets – the ones that are wide enough, anyways – but most of the traffic is of the two- and four-legged variety.  

 I spent the first hour or so enjoying Rehova with my camera, and then headed out towards the valley between two peaks.  As I expected, I soon came across a creek and started following it up.  This creek became my theme for the day; or rather I ought to say that God revealed to me that the creek is an illustration of my relationship with Him.  He gave me an idea, and it resonated in my mind over and over all day: “Further up and further in”.  (The observant among you may have noticed that this chapter title doesn’t, in fact, come from Tolkien’s writings.  I have allowed myself an exception, because it truly was divinely inspired, and C.S. Lewis also holds a special place in my heart!)

Further Up and Further in to the Source

My journey that day was towards the source.  I didn’t reach it, but neither will I reach the Source in this life.  I never need to have any fear about losing my way, because as long as I walk always by the creek, I will never get lost.  At times, I may be tempted to stray from the proximity of the water, but the sound of the rushing water helps to drown out the distractions of this world.  And when I walk away, the sound will help me to return.  There is always water to clean and refresh me, and it becomes purer and purer the closer I get to the Source. 

Prickles, prickles, beautiful prickles!

Here are some thoughts from my journal on Solo Day:

God doesn’t call me to do anything, 
only to make myself available to Him so that He can do things through me.


“Why are you in despair, O my soul?
And why have you become disturbed within me?
HOPE IN GOD, for I shall again praise Him
For the help of HIS PRESENCE.”
(Psalm 42:5)


I am a glove, Christ is the hand.  I am a car, Christ is the engine.


In my life, only the activity which stems from Christ is valid.


“We have waited for You eagerly;
Your name, even Your memory, is the desire of our souls.”
(Isaiah 26:8)

Fun fact about Albania: 
The Albanian alphabet has 36 letters.  It is based on the Latin alphabet (as English is), but has 11 extra letters and one less.  The added letters are ë, ç, dh, gj, ll, nj, rr, sh, th, xh, and zh.  Each of these pairs is treated as a single letter.  There is no 'w' in the Albanian language.  One of the most wonderful things about the Albanian language is that if you can pronounce each letter, you can read anything, because the letters always make the same sounds.  (None of this silly: "ough says oo, except in enough, though, thought, cough, and plough" nonsense.  Who invented English, anyways?!)